I could sit here for hours.
have my tears coming out like showers.
I know nothing will ever bring her back.
and it breaks my heart I feel like I'm having a Heart Attack.
I don't know what life will be like when i have another baby.
I feel like something will happen this time too just maybe.
I fear i wont love them the way i love her.
I just want to feel like a mother.
I know that I am one.