Happy to have time with our princess |
These tiny feet left imprints on many hearts in just 2 days. |
It has been One month and and 13 days since you passed away.
You would have been 1 and a half months old.
I remember hoping and praying for you to life.
choosing to let you pass away was the hardest thing i will ever have to do.
I wanted so bad to see you life i had so much hopes and dreams for you.
I remember saying i would do anything to keep you
that was before we were told about your brain bleeding.
Some days i get so sad and just wish i could hold you one more time
The first time I held you in my arms was the best moment of my life.
I wish i could have that time back again just to hold you.
Sometimes I think that I could have done things different
like its my fault for not knowing i was pregnant for 24 weeks
Happiest Daddy in the world |
My fault i was so young and knew nothing
about what was going on
Should i have said i wanted a
c-section in the first place .
Beautiful Princess Aria |
When daddy said you weren't breathing
i started freaking out in my head and when
nurse Kristine came in to check to she said you had no heart beat
i so wanted it all to be a dream like all the dreams i had
where something happened and i woke up and
you were still safe inside of me,but that wasn't
the case this was reality...
I don't even understand how to function its so hard but
I keeping living on to make you proud.
I get sad when i see small babies and
sometimes
its hard for me to look at your daddy because you
looked so much like him. And when i look in the mirror
I see you because you looked so much like me .
When i look in the mirror i see you |
You looked so much like your Daddy
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You were the perfect gift from god a blessing sent to us only to
be taken back again and we may never understand why but
you touched many life's
We protected you the best we could from evil now
your in gods hands and he protects you
He loves you more than life its self |
1.Find out why they didn't detect the Velamentous Cord Insertion
2.Find out why you didnt get oxygen for 20 minutes
3.Find out why the midwife didnt do an emergency C-Section
4.Find out why there was no doctor present during my labor
5.Understand gods plan for me now that this has happened
Love, Mommy
To get Justice for you |
I promise to do everything I can |