For My Daughter Aria Claire Elizabeth Lund

I heard that song and thought of you.

Life feels like a nightmare that just came true.

Sitting here looking at the sky,

Sitting here asking God why??

Sitting here holding back these tears.

Sitting here living a Mothers worst fear.

I may not have you here with me,

but forever and always my daughter you will be.

A part of my life I will never forget.

Letting you go sometimes I regret,

but God needed you back in Heaven.

You only spent 2 days here on earth in June,2011.

Its Now May,2012.

Life without you here on earth feels like I'm living in Hell.

Only a select few people understand.

The will the way and your very own special plan.

Your mission on earth was complete.

Now in Heaven you wait till me meet.

I know one day I will see you again.

God and only God knows when

Poem 1

Yesterday was 7 months since you went away...
Life has changed so much for me.
I wonder if you were still here how life would be.
I miss you like crazy.
Somedays I wanna lay in bed and be lazy.
I stay up all night and sleep during the day.
I just wish you were here I wish there was someway.
I lost everything I lost you, I lost your dad..
I hate the way things are I just wanna scream because I am so mad.
How can people I trust take away the ones that I love the most.
They say the love i had for you guys I didn't have to boast.
You and him were my whole world.
We were so happy to have our little girl.
The first time we ever heard your heart
It was love from the start.
As we waiting the whole weekend.
We were guessing what you were
Alittle boy or a little girl.
We thought of names.
We picked Jude Steven Lund if you were a boy
We chose Aria Claire Elizabeth Lund who would have known that we chose the perfect name for a perfect angel.